18

I turned 18 yesterday. According to my government I'm an adult now. My parents are no longer legally responsible for me. I can buy tobacco and tobacco related products now. I can gamble now. I can go to a strip club now. I can pay for sex in Nevada now. I can vote now. I can be drafted now. Of course this is all within a legal context. My age never really stopped me from doing anything before, it's just now the government approves of it. I really don't feel any different.

They say the minutes crawl, but the years have wings. I couldn't agree more.

I've dropped a lot of my beliefs now.

I think I'm falling off of a cliff of security, and now I just don't know what to do with myself.

This is 18? I've put a lot behind me. I accomplished a few things. I've had multiple jobs, multiple cars, I graduated high school, I'm currently enrolled in college, and yet I still have no fucking clue as to what I really want.

Anyways, I can safely say that this world is a big place, opportunity galore, and it's time for me to experience some new things and accomplish a few more goals.

My bucket list is slowly shrinking.